Dear Friends,
When I started V&V back in 2012, I promised you this would be a sharing of
my creative process; well, here's a wonky page from my creative journal --
I created this issue's photograph with the help of A.I. Why?
Years ago, I had a significant dream in which I saw my foot, balanced on point in
a toe shoe - in a spotlight. When I thought about an image of balance for this
Spring Equinox V&V, that dream image, specifically, haunted me.
I typed a brief description into an A.I. image generator – some very wonky
results came back (including limbs that looked like they belonged to E.T.). Not
right – not even close. And yet – with my post-production work in Photoshop, I
was able to create this image that's eerily close to what I remember.
Why did I think of trying A.I.? I'm afraid of it. I needed to try it to
understand what I'm afraid of.
Here's what I remember from that dream that's not in this image: the sweat.
The full, heavy weight of a physical body - my own body – being hoisted up, balancing
on that little block of wood. You'll notice the point of the shoe in this
photo is soft, somewhat blurred. Not what I remember from that dream.
Here's what I learned from this experiment: I'm not selling my cameras. For
me, photographing lets me enter the world around me in exacting – almost
excruciating – detail.
I'm labeling this photo "The Still Point" -- A.I. generated photograph created
by Margaret McCarthy. The copyright issues around A.I. are raging amongst
artists and through the courts. Perhaps I should call this issue of V&V:
"Opening a Can of Worms on The Spring Equinox".
The poem is a haiku written by me in the classic 5-7-5 syllable form. No, I
don't know how well A.I. counts syllables. I didn't ask.
This week, I hope to catch my breath and re-connect to the balance that nature's
still point blesses us with.
Oh!
To be that poised…
What dancer in what past life?
Now I remember!
©photograph & text copyright Margaret McCarthy 2023